Usually when I come back from an injury, I have my rhythm back.

days has been real busy. but when im free, im BORED lah. but its like only lit time. cus if not i'll be slping.

we drive that tonight and you were by my side. we were talking abt our lives like we've known each other forever the times flies by with the sound of your voice its close to paradise with the end surely near and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you and never let go. i'll nv let go as we round the corner to your house and you turned to me and said. "I'll be gg thru withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent." and i want to speak these words but i guess i'll jus bite my tongue and except someday, somehow as the words that we'll hang from and I. I dont want to speak these words cause I. I.. I dont want to make things worse. why does tonight have to end. why dont we hit restart and pause it at our favourtite parts. we'll also skip the goodbyes. and if i had it my way i'll turn the car ard and run away. jus YOU AND I. its a secret!

seriously lahh. i am busy for the past few days. even if i switch on my com at most 15mins only. feel so boring to online too. i'll stuck wacthing tv, playg bball, gg out almost everyday, slping is my life enjoyment. and more more.

okie update soon. life's been not bad. but lacking of something.
reminder: MY BDAE IS JUS ANOTHER 3DAYS ok. blahblahblah. hahaha! sighsigh..

everything don't just happen, life got its own reason for me. people i met is another piece of puzzle that will complete them all. yeah

have loads of wishes.
first, ipod nano
second, crumpler bag anyone?
thrid, and alot alot more! i want everything!
and, i want a hmmm... you should know.
great day on 2june to happen.
muahaha.
aint i greedy?
bleahh.

anyone out there.
pls fulfill my wishes.
LOLs!
i want YOU.
heh heh.
and more of YOU.
and more more more.
rubbish lah.

youth cup on the way
hope it goes climbing up.
<3

jus came by out of fun. im gg out to watch X-MEN now! haha. alright, im rushing out already. gonna have loads of fun! back at night.

start it off on 22may was wanying bdae. alright, was a monday so have school on. xuewei bought her a big packets so sweet! cus she has no money to buy sth. pass her the bdae present we share among ourselves to her during morning assembly. bag was heavy, so faster gave it her. she guess tt we would gave her clothes and bingo. there it goes, new clothes for wanying. school as usual.

had chinese mock exams too. no time to finish. cus the passage have many difficult words, i try all means to understand. rushing to finish. but in the end no need to hand up. jus check the answers and all. cant rmb what i do after school. have dinner with jerry i suppose. haha.

23may - school, mock exams agn, trg. after sch went home, wanted to have a slp first b4 gg out for trg. but i cant, no time for me to slp! reach home ard 4, then chatted on the phone 10mins. when pris and baozhen call and went to tampines. bath and run out. get a cake for wanying. walk ard. had the xxl chicken. haha. waited for kel. then head for trg. was already super late, so took a cab down. had trg, celebrate her bdae too. sing the song, but i didnt sing. so funny, so lit ppl. haha.

okie, there's this american guy came to watch our trg. when the lights off, trg over. he came over and talk to us. all kind of nonsense. from soccer tricks, to bball, jesus/lord, and alot more. forgotten. makes every single soul laugh out there. including me. gg home, and he keep talking even when we say we need to catch last train. stupid chenjianbin keep disturbing him lah, make us waited for another 15mins b4 he let us off. saw the bus approaching and chase it.
reach home 12plus. sleep!

ytd had exhibition match. plan to go home sleep first cus match starts at 8pm. but cant slp too! reach home, watch pirates of carribean and soon to doze off liao. when gwen msg me. asking weather want to meet early, so anything. cus if not alone there, i accompany you. such a great person rty. haha. stroll ard tampines agn. she wanted to eat bread, in the end buy liao dont want eat. freak, still ask me queue for me.

had match on, we lost. anyway jus a stupid 15mins match. if i knew i wouldnt had went. jus simply replenish my energy better, sleep. sleep less than 6hours everyday now. so tired. oh and stupid cecelia won herself a bike at the lucky draw. we all dont intend to take it, cus everyone leave so far. unluckily she won, when she was laughing at others how to cycle home when they live so far. cecelia live at yishun? i think, gonna cycle home all alone. but she was saved. coach ask her fren who drive send her bike home. not bad lahh. hahaha!

today, had carrer fair talk in school. first 4period all free, had ipw exhibits too. had early recess too. slack, crap and so on. after recess, simply sleep in class. real tired. try to open my eyes wide, but it close and zzz. so that;s abt all. oh, and i get my afternoon sleeep, finally. cus my phone was low batt too, no one can get thru. lols. sorry huh. i also dunno, at least i got my sleep.

woke up at 9pm. watch channel8 show. and pack bag, browse thru some magazine. and ok, im gg to lie on my bed le.

O's level chinese is coming monday. gonna get at least a b3 in order not to take the exmas agn. hope so. study study period.

lastly, my BIRTHDAY is drawing near. i want everything in the world.
shall update abt more tml or whatever.

UPDATE SOON! im lazy, but this is a LONG entry ok! haha.
* ciaoz and chill

lazy to update, perhaps maybe tml. very tired nowadays. reach home 11plus everyday. occupied man. oh yah had exhibition match on jus nw.

another day has gone
im still here
its like a storm against the window
following me behind like a shadow
i'll siwm a nv ending ocean
until you bring back your devotion
its like a live a thousand lifetimes
still looking for the one tt feels rty.
see, you lit the fire tt im burning
and all i do is protect it
alive for my pride
while all others'd me thinking
we cld be more than jus amazing.
i guess i hold on my faith
a solid hope
tt heading your way
crawling over is tempting
i must have believed in a lie.

okie. that's all for today. time's up! sleep.

monday to friday is school day, without fail. so the same all things will happen. saturday is trg day plus tuesday, its a keep fit day. anyway changes will occurs everytime. but this wednesday have exhibition match too. sunday, its either family day or a day out. (movies,shops,all the fun.and blahblahblah) seems like everyday is occupied, but i dont feel satisfied somehow. something is missing.

studies can makes me mad too. late at night, when was lying on bed, b4 gettg into dreams. i'll think of my O's. seriously, this has been like running thru. and some others matters as well. im afraid what if i pass everything and fail maths still ended up in ite? SAD! my maths is my worse subject, i can pass others but not maths. maybe by hook or crook im gonna do maths every single day. but its like not gg to happen. but i will WORK HARD.

blahblahblah

im blogging again. cus im online and nth to do. theres no tv show too. jus got back not long ago. hmmm! so tired, but feel bored too.

went out ard 3today. i was late. meet up with ahqin at cityhall. waited for half an hour b4 i reach. then met up with kateh, then baozhen. walk ard heeren. shop every level and looking at every shop. for the first time, i walk like hell. so tiring to shop. went into the limited edition shop, saw the adidas jacket. kind of cool. maybe i'll get it someday. went to searh for wanying bdae present too. oh yah, stupid wanying and kelly didnt tag along, cus they wanna watch da vinci code at tampines. and claims that town is too far. omg. lols.

was hungry. so went over to cineleisure and have long john. baozhen wanted to have pastamania, i dont want. then she want yoshinoya, i dont want. hahaha. so long john in the end. heh heh! they were all looking out for pretty boy lah. keep telling me ehh see see that one handsome. the dress sense is cool. not bad, go out with them i keep a lookout too. lols! waited for juli and zhang lang to join us. pricsilla and her fren came too. so many ppl liao. the juli wear till so funny lahh. all keep laughing ang giggling.

okie actually wanted to go bugis stra8 away. but go far eaast first. walk to far east. saw celebrity. quan yifeng with her husband and patricia mok. and they started disturbing liao, say she's my sister. should stop her and take a photo. and should faster ask her to patch up with me as a family. i jus keep quiet. heh heh. smart move izzit it. shop ard far east. didnt get anything yet. buy the shinlin chicken. ask that juli buy for me. keep disturbing, place the chicken in front of me. and she eat it down and give me those very nice face. hahaha! keep poking my butt one. crazy. buy lemonade also ask her buy and queue. hahaha.

after that esplanade. den dont want. went bugis. took bus down. then take photos and take. keep taking. reach bugis village shop shop sshop. my leg weak already lah. search for shirts and berms. okie, got one there. went bk and rest. crap and crap. gossip. hahaha. went parco bugis junction. wah by the time already 9pm liao.

went edge, freshbox and so on. keep gg shops lor. went samuel and kevin. okie bought sth there. 55bucks! lols. hahaha. anyway ask me try this and that, den see i wear can wanying can wear liao. funny hur. enough liao.

went home. took train back. at bugis. they all go west, i alone east. nvm. used to it le. haha. okie. that's what i does! my phone ring and ring too. beep beep beep. no time reply. okie. gg slp. school tml's!

gonna enjoy everyday to the fullest. restriction to my happiness. hahaha! i am who i am.

alright! woke up at 12plus. first time in this month i woke up early during saturday. receive a stupid call in the night at 4am! the voice sound familiar but i dunno leh. private number lah! i know who liao. haha. i was tired la, and he was like hello then duno what then bye. i never even utter a word and already hung up le. becus i was too tired to react. so i continue slping. zzzz. i thought was a dream, but i check my phone its real la. so funny! i thought ah qin she laugh la.

so after that had lunch, chicken rice with sugarcane drink. my mom bought it. eat and watch tv. after that went online. awhile then bath. time for trg. left my hse at 3pm. though i was late, there's ppl even later. chong ghee or as in quan yan. late nvm one. haha. anyway have friendly match on, with junyi. okie, we won. by 26points i think. after that travel down to bukit gombak, for trg. mujiao wants us down. so have to. if not he's goona burst. had trg.

wahh, serious lor. the trg there like half an hour sweat like hell le. i think sweat more than friendly. wanying they all also say so. hahahah.

have dinner at the dunno what name. e malay stall. crap and crap thru out. this is what we normally do. i sit there listen, sth funny then i interupt. haha. left there abt 11plus. later no train home jiu sian le. means need take cab. lucky theres still train. reach home at 1245. so late. okie, doesnt matter. this is always the roughly time i reach home every sat. hmmm!

so yah, nth much le. kateh is love sick la!! and that chen jian pin is irritating one, keep laughing. and stupid kateh that ah bung not mine la. i will burn the ass up ok. hahaha! heh heh! okie, talking to ah qin now as well. talking rubbish all the way. hahaha. okie go talk le, and slping soon. nights!

marking day and polling day is over. means im back in school again. the principal changes all the routine. all teachers were asked to go for a meeting and she was there talking to all of us. telling us that every single papers will be given out ny today! supposed to be a great friday, turn out to be demoralising. though have some improvements but not happy with it at all.

english and maths was the core subjects. but my whole class fail man. how horrible. sigh! somemore some of my fail subjects was like 40plus. so idiot can. jus a few marks to pass. disappointed! sigh!

after school went simei. wanying wanted to buy female hamster for her male hamster in order to mate. lol. too bad, the pet safari was under renovation and will be open tml. so didnt get any. siewling came along too. she wanted to get her stuffs for practical exam tml. and so weiyan and zhen fang came too. they had burger king for lunch. while wanying and me went to combed to whole eastpoint mall. nth much, loads of restaurants only. went sportslink and look for shirts. haha. after that went home. while sl,wy,zf still there. think they are going to play ball. im not going, sorry ah. gg out with my frens, somemore everyday play bball, bored too. hmm!

went home, bath, and out. okie, im lazy to blog anymore. tml's having friendly match too. nights!

and its all coming to end soon. i hope so. sigh! haha

steamboat time! e pics

xuewei.me.wanying (note:wanying is dirty! =P)


xuewei.me.wanying (again)

mervin.xuewei.me.hp.eugene.mingfei.kaiwen


me.hanpei

Alright. Pics uploaded. Edit your captions yourself! Later say my captions suck again. *roll eyes*

Posting these for the sake of someone who doesn't even know how to upload pics. *cough* You should know who that girl is.

Here you go, her crazy pics for her adventure in the Zoo:

that's me.stepfanie.weiyan.wanying


siewling and me. doing funny act on the no leaves tree!


weiyan.kangaroo.me(2nd roo)!


in love with the vending machine.but actually trying to molest it.haha


with my favourite post.lols


ZOO rocks


stefanie;ME


~lalalala~


crocs tamers!?


weiyan and me with the elephants


siewling and me with that rhino


group pic

Oh. Ignore the captions man. I anyhow put one, since she never say I can't do it. She just told me to upload pics for her. Now, I'm done with it. I'm SO KIND!

More lolipops, girl. Thanks. Lol.

zoo was indeed fun! shall update a nice entry. woke up at 8.20 by siewling phone call, if not i think i'll be still stuck on bed. the alarm i set on my phone, took it, stop it and continue sleeping. bathe, and went out. need to rush. if late, wanying's gonna grumble. take bus to eunos, saw the wai yi on the bus. cant make it can, sit beside me somemore. gosh! take train to chuachukang have breadfast, and head to mandai ZOO. yearning to go from like last year can. but get to go today. marvellous.

reach zoo at abt 12pm. and ended our zoo tour at 5pm. spent hours at the zoo. simply love the zoo and the animals. went to look at every animals avaliable there, though always have those stench smell somewhere, we still walk around. watch 3 animals show too, cus only have 3. first one was the wonders of the wild show, those sealions fantastic lah. captured video of them too. after that was the elephants at work and play show. elephants are huge! so big, strong somemore. they shoot the water at us, but too bad didnt get us wet at all. they play with the log and keep eating. one big whole papaya at one go into the mouth of theirs. the last one was the animal friends show. all dogs one, perform their stunts and agility and activeness.

sheeps,white tigers,lions,camel,sun bear,hippo,rihno,orang utan,baboon,zebra,cheetah, chipmanzee,girafee,polar bear,elephants,sealion,pig,cow,goat,pony. did i left out? no idea. haha. the stupid thing i kept laughing was the baboon lah, have such a big red butt. obscence can , so red at the butt. polar bear was cute.

stefanie was nonsensing ard. keep taking photos. wanying also stupid one, laugh all they way. weiyan and siewling stick tgt like glue lor. haha. me stef and wanying keep crappings through.

oh saw kangaroos too. theres load of pics to upload. real lot. crocodiles too. took picture with them. erm some others animals. forget liao. lazy to update every single stuffs. had great fun and joy. a day of happiness.

after that went to play bball straight away. wanying brought her stuffs out to change. weiyan lend me her bball shorts. her shorts hor the tag still there, dont want take out. i wear till so itchy lah, the thing keep flipping. played with guys at boonlay. weiyan's frens. kateh, gwen, ah qin join too. wanted to play awhile only, but ended up till lights off. so tired le. sweat so much. somemore need to take train back to east. its like from west to east. ever since hongkah no more trg, never take so long on train le. so while taking back feel so bored. keep looking at the camera at the photos. reach eunos station at roughly 12. wait for bus 60. so long! reach home, bathe and now blogging.

and i think i left out my lunch and dinner. only breadfast today. no wonder my stomach is growling now. nvm. tml then eat. no school tml. perhaps gonna wake up in the afternoon. and wait for ppl call me out, if dont have stay at home sleep and watch tv. cus im always out too, my mom kept nagging every night and day.

and my dad's is back from china too. bought so many china products of coconuts and coffee sweets. stupid can, i scold him. hahaha. alright im done with this entry. enough le bah.

nights every single soul out there. chill on and rocks.

test test 1, 2, 3. haha