Usually when I come back from an injury, I have my rhythm back.

alive i am! wakalaka. times flies, in jus a blink of eye. from janurary when we started talking abt graduate and o's. and rty nw jus a few more days to our hopes. but the fear in me got more. gettg nervous and scared in everything im doing nw. i have no idea.

seriously afraid this word is gettg in my way. partly O's. i jus dont understand why. doesnt matter, i shall go into deep thoughts! WAHAHAHA. hmm past few days studying is what i do. other than school, tuition, sleeping and studying. nth much. i can study and fall aslp. tired. no more time left to waste. the urgency to study alrty. practising maths everyday, study and read thru SS notes. humanities gonna score well. i need something to drive me in. fine, shall stop mentioning abt studies. it makes me sick of it too.

had friendly with T-net bukit merah jus nw. well, i can say that there's no life and energy in our team. we seems so dead. 8quarters we played. first game we lost. second game we won. bball to me is? maybe jus a sports to play with perhaps. sigh. tell me when's the last time or game that i played my very best and strive for every single one like i once used to be :( last year? last last year? whatever it is. bball brings me both happiness and sadness. where's the urge. turning rounds and rounds.

the game we play jus nw wasnt what MJ wish for. all he does was reprimanding every single soul out there. luckily enough he didnt comment much on me. so its ok with me. but seems like everyone is not pleased in what he's doing rty nw. anyway i guess tml will be the last trg im attending. becus my mum is starting to grumble ardy. must stay at home and slave as bookworm. and guess tml's trg will be hell. be a tough one. becus what we play today to him was a disaster! but the most stupid is, after his lecturing and all, he take out a 50 dollar note and say you all go have a drinks. one moment angry, next moment treat. but im neutral in anyway! so i take as nothing. jus listen to him. and train hard to achieved what he wants. heh. shall be like what i do always, jus listen in then out. maybe some sense one stay. but anyway his chinese damn difficult to understand, most of the time i will be huh? ok, i must plan for my future ardy! muahaha.

my phone bills gonna burst again. dunno hw much it gonna be. waiting for the bills to be delivered. fine. nth to talk abt.

ps - theres no space left to accomdate other.
sorry. goodbye. NIGHTS ` eleven rocks too.

requested to update. what have i been doing? went to malaysia last week for bball game. uncle foo treated us seafood for dinner. awesome. nice wild boar meat there. delicious. oh and that match was stupid. foul out becus of nth. my team had another person wearing no.11 same as me. and the refree didnt noticed. how dumb can it be rty. but its ok, just a friendly game there, great experience. and was like travelling the whole of singapore too. he send everyone home first before me. from woodlands, to bukit gombak, to boonlay, to my hse and so on and back. reach home and fall flat. too exhausted. doing things every moment.

the next day. went to catch john tucker must die the movie. nowadays movies gettg interesting. making laughter like no need money. the whole lot of us were laughing non-stop. yeah, seriosuly nice movie. our next movie is the one which jackie chan is acting. oh and the advertisment made by the movie to have out phones in slient or off is damn funny. the penquin singing songs. HAHA.

then the rest of the weekdays were like school routine once again. no change during weekdays. but recently, went play bball to relax with jerry and allen. over at my hse area, lazy to travel ard. went night cycling too.

friday had friendly match with auto focus/part of rgs team. we won. our youth cup blue jerseys some went missing. wth. but luckily mine didnt. i still have my 11. haha. been playing shit bball. cant even play well or sth. missing my 3s like nobody busniess. damn sad. all my balls goes either air ball or didnt went in. if not only 1 or 2 in a match. arghh! im gettg irritated by my own performance. will prove it wrong the upcoming one on friday. deproving day by day. well well.

had trg ytd at gombak. b4 that bird msg me to went out earlier. went for lunch at mac. then slack and talk abt rubbish. time for trg. as usual mj w/out fail will scold the team. but used to it too. do loads of drills. run run and sprint sprint non-stop. then went on with defence. must memberise of the numbers and places. then 5on5. cus guys are having trg too. only 8 of them only. then one of them ask the keys for the toilet. then wanying went its the one nt the other becus tt's her hse key. then the guy say can i go your hse? as in he say it out of fun. but very funny rty? hahaha. skipping 500times and trg ended. finally. the skipping part is tiring. watch the guys train a little and went for dinner. waited for our foods for 1hour due to many ppl is eating it too. but the worse thing is we dont mind waitg but the auntie who serve us show no manners at all. she threw the plates on the tabels so hard. how idiot she is. shiqi got sick of her. no choice, thinks she too busy and makes her turn in that way. forgive her. and then the uncle ask us whether we wanted cheese fries for free, but we dont want it. not becus of anything, becus we are just too full to have more. went home with peiqin, wanying and bird. home abt 12plus. late rty, almost miss the last bus.

today wake up quite late too abt 3pm. im always waking up at late hours. but im still VERY TIRED. went study in the afternoon at kovan. done some maths questions and physcis.
heartland mall to shop b4 studying too. the mini toons had the chip munk so cute. oh and saw dingyuan too. he was like waitg for me at the escalator. shocked. then i ask him why you stand there, he replied waitg for you. i was like stupid can, stand beside the escalator. ahaha. werido rty. night time went to sl hse for final showdown of sg idol. both them are great. but johnathan have charisma indeed to me. cool dude. but i bet hady will win. but still i support john. go all the way. haha. cab home. and nw crappings with the people online. recently online have loads to crap abt.

goodnights. and my handphone bill gonna burst i reckon.
opps yeah one more thing i gonna reply the tags here.
cus much simpler.

to jere - studyhard and dont fall dwn to NA alrty. and abt xiaofeng. happy waitg. haha.
to vanessa - yeah, quite busy. hw's prelims?
to ahwan - ahwanahwanahwan rocks. O's nearing. faints
to xueli - ahaha, didnt cancel. view then will cancel it off. haha.
to oyster - can you be more dumb? shorter means shorter. no point aruging alrty. accept the fact. HAHA.
to yijun - my super idiot. finally you get to online. heh.

that's all.my life is full of happenings every single day.chill and rocks on people.
runs off to bed nw. dreams`!

halo halo! jus came back from playing bball. kind of fun and sweating made. as today the last paper of prelims. but tt's nt the end yet, O's my fear. oh god, save me pls. haha. and bet tml will return some papers too. praying hard! heh.

well, i'll be off for malaysia tml. will get a recall on the way to and fro. hope it goes on smoothly. no fear! haha. and i still haven decide weather to go outward bound. but anyway im on the reserved. becus i went to sabah before. but this time round is nt in sabah. nt fair. haha.

anyway sometimes in life, there's many things that are inevitable. it is hard to predict. tt's what manfred told me. haha. p.s - its useless alrty. kind of rubbish that is treated. make a fool outta.

here's songs that is nice.
you bored me with your stories. i cant believe that i endured you for as long as i did. im happy its over, im only sorry tt i didnt make the move before you. and when you go i'll rmbed. to send a thankyou note to tt girl. oh tt girl . i see she's holding you so tender. well i jus wanna say i never really loved you anyway. no i didnt love you anyway. and im so glad you are moving away. hey, i dont think so. you watching mtv while i lie dreaming on my bed. and come to think of it, i was misled. my flat, my food, my everything and thoughts inside my head. before you go i must rmbed to have a quiet word with tt girl. does she knw you are nt a spender? well i jus have to say im delighted you are moving away!

song title i never really loved you anyway. go download. haha. recently no chinese songs. becus im nt into chinese and mostly i only have english songs. so jus bear with it. haha. i love introducing my beautiful songs to all of YOU. haha.

here it goes another.
save every lit kiss for me tonight, like the one you gave me once upon a time. and when the moon and stars come out and shine. i'll tell them each and every one of them tt ur mine. open the lit box of memories, of all the times you gave yourself only to me. jus when i thought our love was dead and gone, the story turns a page to carry on. cus you are everything tt i wanted, all i ever wanted. since the day tt you went away i've been alone and broken hearted. but what my heart really want to knw is tt if you are gonna stay or if you are gonna go. and im tellling you pls, if you are coming back into my life dont ever say goodbye. i realise.

be back for more! malaysia here i come. HAHA.

-another fool has gone away
find me another
dream&think of me.
haha!

dont leave nw, nt yet. there are words i regret. and im sorry somehow. and i only wanted to make you proud. if i could only let you knw. i'd give up everything i own. for jus one more day with you, theres nth i wouldnt do. how could i let it pass me by if i make every sacrifice, to bring me back your love. if only we could live twice. when you told me, i froze. it still echoes in my soul. please forgive me if i didnt say i love you every single day. nobody told me we'd only get one chance. i didnt knw our last time would turn so fast. why we have to say say goodbye i dont understand. nth i give to sacrifice. we'll meet in another life.

izzit rty or wrong.
remain silent.
shhh!

heavy rain last night. makes my big bright sun went hiding in the morning as well. when its like 11am. the whole sky was still as dark, as if it was still midnight. weather was cold recently, kept raining.

went tuition. then have lunch at afganistan coffeeshop. then went back change and out again.
dwn to bugis. walk ard the street area. then have dinner at the market there. then parco bugis junction. saw weide they all. and tt stupid soo jie kept laughing at me, dunno for what too. there's nth tt attract me over at bugis. so we decieded to go marina square. for that, i felt happier. becus at least still have some miracle for sth to attract me. ok, at last ms have one shirt tt attract me, so get it. wahaha! its nice. wanted to go bowl but was full. so walk ard, too bad i catch little man ardy, dont want watch agn. haha. by then, shops was closing ardy. head home. walk back, get bread from breadtalk too. reach home at abt 12. online, chat and typing out nw. haha.

alright enough of blogging. btw im gg to get my shoe tml finally! oh yeah. and trg is getting earlier and earlier due to hongkahnorth cup. they are spoiling my slping time. if nt i will only be awake ard 3 plus but nw by the time i must reach west. heh. fine. for the better. goodbye dudes.
pic taken during bdae! tt's allen. he's retard isnt him. thats tatooing. my fren went to tatoo. OUCH~
somehow find all this pics. so upload it. 2oo5 hkn
2oo5 hkn. its design by chinghi rty?!
one of the matches on

2oo6 hkn

just loaded it for fun for bball pics. cus somehow browse throught and find all the bball photos. yups. bball is jus a game! nights / trg tml.

first on list. happy belated birthdays to weiyan, yvonne, shuping, stephaine. did i left anyone out? haha.

fighting with time nw. prelims started. shall see how it goes. btw, reason being have nt been updating becus of plain laziness and no time. and here becus there's no sch tml due no POA. haha. subs left with physics, maths p1 and f/n. mugging for PRELIMS. go go go! haha.

anyway catch the movie little man. reach jurong point like 11 in the morning. funny rty. so early. was a damn interesting show. catch it and will find out. imagine a 40years old man which is so short and yet have to act like a baby! hahahaha.

update soon. tired. zzzz. nights.

things tt comes ard goes ard
rmb tt
blaze off

for ytd
went dwn to simei to support ahqin and frens for their finals. forget to bring my ezlink. and the stupid thing is, the stupid security guard doesnt allow me to enter. jus becus i dont have sth to show him. and yet other ppl went in wout checking. its only us who get check. when the whole indoor court not even one of them need to take the pass. ridiculous ass. went argue with him for like 15mins. kelly cant stand him and all the words came out like machine gun. but the guard is trying to make things difficult for us. furious rty. he kept saying you have nth to show me, obviously i dont have i told him upteen times i dont have it. nvm, forget abt tt issue. seriously the guard is kind of stupid or dumb. his brain just cant work properly. haha. ok, watched only a lit. and my poor fren ahqin got elbow. and her eyes swollen. haha. have lunch and back to support dingyuan. the game was close. but dy team still lost. if dy get the two free throw in when the time stops at 9.9 sec? but he misses both. and he cry. and its the first time i saw him crying. heh.

went wy hse. before tt we went 7-11 to shop. chips and more. after which we went swimming. after so long. swim swim swim is still fun. we shall swim more often. haha. actually after tt gg watch midnight movie with allen and frens, but time too tight. cant get to meet you guys. sorry. oh anyway, peeps go catch snakes on the plane and monster house. nice for sure. haha.

today
reached tampines at 730AM. freaking early rty, and its holidays and im waking up so early. and i've master my mole concept. haha. left at abt 9plus. and home. too tired. went home nap a lit and went sch. had friendly match with AI. we won. left early and change. time for our B girls dinner. another treat. swensen. craps, jokes, rubbish all ard. lotsa foods. ribeye steak, fish&chips, chicken cutlet, almond crusted lamb chop, dunno what baked rice, crayfish spag, calamari, ice-cream, apple crumble and alot. forget ardy. alot rrty. after everything, all of us have to carry our heavy stomach. ok wait, the most dumbest thing ever done by my fren lindy is, she forget to order her food. when everyone done with ours, she forget tt she didnt order. halirious. she order all those side dishes and forget abt her main. haha. went strolling at the mall after which. coach left us early becus he claimed tt hes tired and have to wake up early tml. nvm, mdm rotiza is fun. we know alot of secrets of hers ardy. better treat us better, if nt we'll reveal. lols. lindy went to buy a porky dots heels. omg, red and white. sooo auntie. haha. we went into top20 shop, and those very very girl shop. search for her skirt and blouse. take such a long time. but she no need to try all her stuffs and jus buy it. becus she say is troublesome. haha. after which, meet up my fren and get sth and home. and tt's abt it for my day. its all abt fun.
swensen (1) swensen (2) swensen (3) tt greedy sl swensen(4) swensen(5) swensen(6) she's the man. HAHA. swensen(7) swensen(8) swensen(9) allen / me snapshot. on his bike.
tt's more pic. but lazy. haha. and i can say tt. our batch of twelven peeps are lucky. we always get to eat and gathered. hmm anyway we gonna have another one after O's. due to some didnt came today due to study. hmm, i think we had eaten sizzler, cafe cartel, sakura, and nw swensen. all of this we earn it ourselves. deserve it. haha. count us lucky. hehheh. time to slp.

holidays rty nw. shall have a summary of what i've done. last week, had prelims practical and english papers. all our phone was confiscated during practical. dumb rty, too many phones. bags and bags. too rich ardy. almost everyone has a phone. but we were given back in the end. teachers day celebrations this year was pretty well. some phototaking in sch for gradutaion day. and mrchew and guilong or hanpei decided all the standings for our class. ended up we do some hitler move and snap. damn funny. worse still and we were made to jump. i bet the picture would be ugly. when its develop, and if im ugly, i wish to be dissipate out of it. haha. a wisecrack out of it. then continue with my tuitions and all. oh and i remembered helping my mom schlepp those boxes. such a good girl rty. jus kidding. haha. had trg ytd. mj went crazy as usual. had almost 20 of us during trg. cus of christchruch peeps. and the trg was much earlier due to hongkahnorth cup. weather was hot, long time since last trained under sun. do those defensive stuffs, layup, and some shooting, 5on5. and there goes the burst of mj. lucky my team was at rest. if nt. haha. the other 2 team get grounded. pebble was so unlucky, get scolded. ok, tt's abt it. team talk, and mj say trg resume till O's finish. but in the end the uncle foo? say he wanted to teach. and so drags it. shall wait for notice. haha. had dinner, watch hkn match too. and there goes all their craps there. haha. then home. got to slp only at 4am. watch tv and more. but the best thing is i get to wake up the next day at 4plus too. a total of 12plus of slp. satisfied. wake up and went gombak again. dumb rty. ok, and jo so didnt managed to send me home, cus he nt gg to bishan so too bad. nvm. doesnt matter. haha. alright, time to slp. last, im waitg for mw to give me the stuffs. haha. jus a few more days to come. btw, time flies, days flew fast enough too. and i'll be. i'll remember. haha.


lookg out of the door i see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoe filled up with water
maybe im too young to keep gd love from gg wrong
but tonight ur on my mind so you nv know
fun, and he's much too blind to see the damage he's done
cus sometimes a man must awake to find tt really he has no one
and cus its all too late