Sunday, August 27, 2006
progressing ultimately, recovering doubled. prelims down to 3days. tuesday will have science practical. and so on and on. weekdays have been hectic. weekends with trg and blahblahblah. and tuition increase. packing up my days. but still as blithe as ever. maths paper 2 last week was alright, but pass or fail does not fixed it. hanging in the air. english oral over, just hope i fare well.
rty nw concentratin on my humanities, maths especially, com science. for nt letting mrchew and mrs lim dwn. maths here im gonna conquered you. humanities for an A. and i guess, this is the first time im studying hard. been weeks ardy. i myself cant believe it either. so i assume im into study mood. get gd grade and prove it off to you. for desperate attempts of A, my plan of studying is as audacious as the day. haha. and dark circles forming, slping late at night, resulting to it. sigh. talk abt last week, its like routine. sch, tuition, home. no time to spare. lacking of slp too. but today, slept for almost the whole day till sl called. let it be the replenished energy to cover it up for the weekdays. had match with christchruch. nt bad though. we won. had dinner at causeway point. yoshinaya and ya kun bread. hmm, and shall say tt i went causeway for like less than 3 times only. can count with your fingers too. erm, the last time i went was to catch saw2 the movie. haha. the travelling was long, woodlands. headed home. had great talk with wy. expressway was fast, weeet. oh, bought the book of vincent ng. you guys shld quickly grab it b4 it gets out of stock. and thanks mum for spending a bomb on me recently. and my room is in a big mess full of books, notes, paper everywhere. haha. epl started too. shall support manchester united for fun. tt's abt it. sometimes, something shall left unspoken than be it.
an empty room can be so deafening, the silence makes you wanna scream, it drives you crazy. i chased away the shadows of your name, and burned the picture in a frame, but it couldn't save me. and how could we quit something we never even tried, well you still can't tell me why. sometimes you hold so tight, it slips right through your hands. will i ever understand? we built it up, to watch it fall. like we meant nothing at all. i gave and gave the best of me,but couldn't give you what you need. you walked away, you stole my life, jus to find what your looking for. but no matter how i try, i can't hate you anymore. your not the person who you used to be, the one i want who wanted me, and that's a shame but, there's only so many tears that you can cry. before it drains the light right from your eyes, and i can't go on that way. and so im letting of everything we were, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. 写信告诉我今天海是什么颜色,夜夜陪着你的海心情又如何,灰色是不想说蓝色是忧郁.写信告诉我今夜你想要梦什么,梦里外的我是否都让你无从选择,我揪着一颗心整夜都闭不了眼睛,为何你明明动了情却又不靠近.听海哭的声音,叹息着谁又被伤了心却还不清醒,一定不是我至少我很冷静,可是泪水就连泪水也都不相信.你听海哭的声音这片海未免也太多情悲泣到天明,写封信给我就当最后约定,说你在离开我的时候是怎样的心情.而漂泊的你狂浪的心停在哪里,hmmm!
